A Helpless Soul

on Wednesday, March 7, 2007

I thought I was selfish, I thought I was a brat, I thought I could never be faithful, I thought I would never find love again....... But I was so wrong. Now that you're here, I have finally realised how good my heart is. Trying to bear all the hurt that you've caused me..... inflicting so much pain into my ever vulnerable soul.... but what can I do? I'm so helpless.... you are in my mind and in my soul yet you don't exist in my arms. You can never be mine for you belong to a world that gives you more life where the only inhabitant is someone whom you intend to share your forever with...

You will remain as a viable thought... just an imagination.... I am deeply hurt.... been taken for granted and this is just just too painful for me to bear....